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[Sep. 11th, 2006|07:44 pm] |
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I GOT MY TICKETS! I GOT MY TICKETS! I AM SO EXCITED! THEY ARE COMING IN THE MAIL.....WOO AND HOO |
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| SOUTHSTOCK!!!! |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|03:13 pm] |
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| | beware the jub jub- forgive durden | ] |
So my school has this "battle of the bands" ish thing every year....its called southstock....becuase my schooll...is called....SOUTH grenville....see where it comes from...ha...they are clever eh. and last year...erica ran it. this year. since she is gone and moved...i offered to run it....i was so excited today when the owner of the school (aka the prez of fusion, our schools like....student...council...thinger) came up to me and said "i heard you wanna run southstock" i was like "um...yep..." so he told me all this info like how its on october 20th. and i have to sign all theses form thingers for use of the gym...and that it is going to be from 7-10....LAME! i am going to try and get it to go later...or start earlier...i dunno....but i was uber excited today. because lots of people are really happy that it is me running it...some people even said "well...who else could do it?" so i was very flattered. and lost of people offered to help me run it. and get like...bands and stuff...i already have one....garunteed....haha jacobs band. but i think it will be okay....it is weird...ive never done any after school activities....im kind of nervous :S |
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| first day of poop..... |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|07:30 pm] |
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| | the truth is-the early november | ] |
Last year of high school!!! holy moses! its wild....i dont feel that old. today officially sucked though. my anxieties about my friends thinking i ditched them were right on the money...i just do not feel close to them at all....when i am around them. all i can think about is how much more fun i will be having if i was with jacob...its not just because i am smitten. it is because they are jerks today i wore my forgive durden tshirt. and my "friend" michelle comes up to me and like...grabs at my sweater and goes "f---err...give...DOOR....deeen?what is that? it sounds lame..." and i was all like...proud. im like "yeah...its a pretty cool band...i got to meet them..." and she goes "ha....yep. i was right...its lame" then she starts laughing like an idiot....honestly. i dont know how i ever became friends with people like that in the first place. and all my classses are with all the yuppies that i have been trying to avoid....its awful. i know that i should be like....nice to everyone...but its so hard with those jerks...they are just rude and ignorant and they make everyone feel like shit...i mean...they are nice to me. but i see how they treat other people. and it makes me crazy. but its like...i can't escape it.its awful...highschool is so juvenile and everyone is sooo imature...like jake was at my locker. and michelle goes up to him and is like "HELLO BOYFRIEND....im so happy i get to tease you guys now" and i was like "ugggh grow up..." i have zero classes with him. which sucks...but oh well...in the past 3 years i had only ever had one class with him...so i kinda figured we wouldnt have anything together...also...i had to drop out of a math class because i am not smart enough...the funny thing is...the class was data management....like...graphs and stuff...yeah....dumbdumbdumb. the parents were not impressed...my dad especially...i think he thinks im going to fail at life now....oh well...maybe i am |
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| oh and also. |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|11:54 pm] |
also. i went to the wedding. i ended up wearing the brown dress. and got this nice picture taken of us infront of the church...i look pregneant in it...because i am slouchy....but oh well....hahah
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| lotsa new things....well. not really. |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
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I haven't posted in a while...just because I am too lazy.but i have been very busy the past couple days. i went to brampton to visit my bestes pally erica...we went to a concert...woo...to see forgive durden...which was pretty sweet. and we met them...and shane from silverstein was randomly there watching the show. and erica like....scoped him out with her "shane-dar" and we got a pic with him.a nd met him...we also just mingled with all the bands....except the headliner....(saosin) i didnt like the one guys moustache. so it was okay. i dont like them much anyway....
Then after that...my fella (jacob) picke dme up at the train station. i was so happy to see him...but the very nextday i couldnt see him because my cousin came down....but i still hung out with him on monday night. just to get in all the kissing i could before my dreaded wisdom teeth operation :S but monday was good...i got home at like...2am...which is actuallyreally late for me because i am a stick in the mud kid who always does good things....so my mom was surprised. then on tuesday i hung out with my cousin. which was cool...and today...uuuughh. i got my wisdom teeth out...:( it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be....but italso wasnt as good...i am in no pain...but my bottom lip is still frozen. like...10 hours later....but ah well. i am dealing with it...
i felt really bad....jacobs band had another show in ottawa today. and once again...i couldnt go...i feel awful. he supported me so much this summer...coming to three of my performances...not including a sunday show...so he came to see me act a total of 4 times! and i have never even seen his band play....:( |
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| goiiing to the chapell.... |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
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My cousin got married yesterday. I went to the wedding, brought Jacob with me. it was fun....ish. ahah my family is pretty much nuts. but they really liked him. and i think he liked them. my aunt said "hes fucking gorgeous!! he looks like somebody. i know it. in a band...or an actor....i dont know. but one night im going to be watching tv and im gunna go........... FUCK! THATS HIM!" and my grandma said he was a sweetheart. i was very happy. they also said that they liked jacob better than my cousin alyssas boyfriend...mwah ha ha. it was nice to be at a wedding and have someone to dance with. haha. normally i am the one who sits at the table all night complaining that theres no one to dance with, because i am basically...related to everyone. buuut not last night. it was very sweet. and i think my uncle got a very nice picture of us when we were dancing. im going to have to get that from him. i dont take many pictures so i havent taken any with him. i should get on that. |
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| niagra falls. and such. |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|03:15 pm] |
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| | fell down the stairs-tilly and the wall | ] |
so today i had to go to the hospital for the most redundant thing ever....i had to take a pregnency test. because apparently when i go in for my "surgery" i can't be preggers...but they could have just asked me and saved me the humiliation.....i guess i cannot pee on demand.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA the lady is like "this is it?" im like "yep....i didnt have to go...you should feel lucky..." HAHAHAHA |
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| random babbling....what? |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|01:55 pm] |
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| | all hail the heartbreaker-the spill canvas | ] |
My minds all....full right now...i think i may go crazy.
I have established myself into a routine. days off to do whatever, nights, i do the show. I have been so independant of late. its odd. I feel like i have grown up alot. and the fact that i dont see anyone other than my boyfriend kinda makes me feel cut off from everyone. but you know what? i dont mind. i dont care that right now. hes the only one i talk to. and all the other friends i have that enjoy talking to.live like, 4 hours away...
This past week i hung out with my friends and it just made it more clear that you leave for a couple weeks and everything changes....maybe ive changed...but for once in my life. im happy with who i am and what i am doing. and hanging out with them. they made me feel stupid and inferior. and i was like "wtf. i dont need this." it made me so sad though. because these are supposed to be my best friends....my posse. but i can really see myself making new friends this year. because i definatley cannot see myself spending a year talking about ridiculous things with them. all they do is gossip about people i hate. its always been like that. but they were just there. they were friends i had to fill the lonely. but i am happy now. i have found some real people to associate with. and i dont need them............wow. if only they could hear me say that...how mad they would be...."you ditched us for your boy!!!" no....i ditched you because you are jerks.
grade 12. then i am done. i am not looking forward to the social scenes that i am going to have to deal with at school. im PETRIFIED of what that will do to my relationship. its always been just the two of us. we've never had to deal with other people. its summer. we dont see anyone
k well. i am talking to my friend chels right now. and we are having a great discussion about this.....gooood...it is nice thearapy.... |
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| what dress to wear!?!?!? |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|03:41 pm] |
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So I am going to a wedding in like..2 weeks. and i have 2 dresses that i can wear. i do not know what one to chooose! i like them both.
 Thats my New dress i just bought.....
 Thats my old grad dress that I could also wear.
I don't know which is better....:S don't mind my hair/face in those pictures. I had Just gotten out of the pooool. haha |
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| will i ever be wise again? |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|01:15 pm] |
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| | Again I go Unnoticed-Dashboard Confessional | ] |
So i remembered what i forgot to say yesterday. It was about how scared shitless I am of getting my wisdom teeth out. I am being put in the hospital, and put to sleep. and whatnot. and just...ARRGH. it is scary. I would be very greatful to hear any "I-had-them-out-and-it-went-fabulous" stories....rather than the "I-had-them-out-and-it-was-the-worst-experience-of-my-life" stories...those ones aren't so re-assuring. :S |
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